care of. and that can only be done by the blood of christ. it's funny how when you start writing your thoughts out initially you have an initial reaction and then as you kind of unpack that and go through different layers, you see how you really feel. >> i thought it was great you said you don't think it was about skin but sin. you just made reference to that there. you also talked about your perspective growing up as a black man, you say i'm fearful, among other motions, that though in the back of my mind i'm a law-abiding citizen, i could still be looked upon as a threat to those who don't know me, so i have to continue to go the extra mile to earn the benefit of the doubt. it's great to see somebody like you giving voice to that as well, somebody not out there looting, who is working and a success and a lover of the lord saying trust me, i'm a law-abiding citizen, i'm a regular guy, i've broken some traffic laws and things like that, but take it from me i do