is that from. still wanting to find out answers and you find out from this report, this bipartisan report that there were ties from al qaeda. you hear from the "new york times" about a week or so ago a report that seemed very contrary to that. is that upsetting to you to see the differing of those two stories there? >> i work briefly in a carnival, okay? they used to have these guys called the patch man. david kirkpatrick and the gentlemen that wrote the the guys that smoothed everything over. and no, it's upsetting but, you know, i have developed a very thick skin, shall we say in this process which has been going on with me since december of 2012. the obama administration described hillary clinton as one of the great secretaries of state ever you have had