life. it does me so good. god has blessed me over the past years and he has kept me safe and now the glory is all up to him because he has given me this amazing god-given talent. >> did you ever get mad at god and say don't i have two parents and why do i have to leave home and why is t. so hard. >> no, it's always about the perspective. i don't have two parents but i have two gold medals under my name. you always have to turn the upside down just, you know, right sighted up. because i mean, yeah, you have to look at the positive things. >> what do you want to do now? what's next? >> 2016. >> so you are going to go to the preliminary picks again? >> yes. >> going to try time prove on yourself again? >> yes. >> that will take you four years of pretty much training and what you did. what are you going to do differently in your life now that you are kind of independent? you can be independent by then? >> well, i want to get my driver's license so that's one thing. and i'm going to start heading back into the gym and just train and i want to gain more.