smaller and i don't have side affects as when i did chemo and that's been my dream. i started the foundation and i don't want to talk about the cure. i don't care about the cure. it may never come. but if we can put money in research to find drugs that can make cancer disease live with and not do i from and have the horrible side affects and the chemo, that is pretty fantastic. >> there it is. >> and you are first diagnosed with breast cancer and many years ago. you had small children and the outlook and the prognosis was not good. what were they telling you then? >> i had a very small tumor in two where are 01 and had rad sxigz luchltectomy and a four percent chance of coming back. but then it went in my bones two years later. i had to get on my horse and i