wish i could change if i had the chance to do it. >> reporter: you talked a lot about life today and the lies you told in the courtroom. you told me two weeks ago, you would rather die than go to jail for life, go to prison for life. that was a lie? >> no. i meant that when i said that. >> reporter: you told the jury, you want to start a book club, a recycling program, help domestic violence education. are those good enough reasons to spare your life? >> i think if you look at those isolated by themselves, maybe not. but i don't know -- because everyone's different. each juror might feel differently about each cause. some of those might sound very trivial. i have never been in prison. i don't know what's available there, what i am able to do there. how much change kieffect. >> reporter: what do you think the jury's going to decide for you? >> i don't know. i can't predict it. >> the arizona jury will be back deliberating tomorrow morning.