>> there's a lot of regret because i was really hoping to get a plea and avoid talking about all of the things that came out about him. if we had been able to avoid trial, we could have avoided just the murkier aspects of his life that he kept hidden and these aren't just things that came from my mouth. they're his own words, his own e-mails, his own text messages. the activities that he was up to. photographs that show that as well. none of that ever would have come to light. it just would have been forgotten and he would be memorialized as not perfect by any means but somebody who was known to adhere to his al morales and principles he espoused. the curtain has been drawn and