everybody started kind of panicking. >> there is no words. it's shear terror. >> doesn't even seem real. it just does not seem like it's even possible. >> we all huddled and i kept hearing these booming noises. [siren] >> i just all of us moms networking trying to figure out what's going on. >> kids were terrified. they were terrified. they had just witnessed something and they were terrified. >> most traumatizing thing i have ever been through. >> may god bless the memory of the victims and in the words of stricter heal the broken hearted and bind up their wounds. >> judge jeanine: ray horvath is the head teacher for the school age program for the sandy hook elementary school. four, four of his students