arrest, and then later in the book he was a minister and he called you and he told you i'm going home just before he died. >> right. my dad was a very religious man, as i am. i am the daughter of a presbyterian minister and grand daughter after presbyterian minister. my further was quite ill with a brain injury. he wasn't completely able to communicate, but some. i called him that night and he said i'm going home. and i said daddy, you are at home and he said no, i'm going home. he died a couple of days later. it's always been very difficult for me because i told then president elect bush that i probably couldn't go to washington, this was just after the decision about florida had been made, and my father was still alive and he was very ill and i said i don't think i can go, i can't leave my father this way. he said i'm not asking you to