arrest, and then later in the book he was a minister and he called you and he told you i'm going home just before he died. >> right. my dad was a very religious man, as i am. i'm the daughter of a presbyterian minister and grand daughter after presbyterian minister. he was very ill. i called him that night and he said i'm going home. i said daddy, you are at home and he said no, i'm going home. and he died a couple of days later. and it has always been very difficult for me because i told then president elect bush that i probably couldn't go to washington, this was just after the decision about florida had been made, and my father was still alive and he was very ill and i said i don't think i can go, i can't leave my father this way. and he said i'm not asking you to leave your daddy. i know how much he means to you. we will make it work.