it was not a place to wait to get medical care to me and, the fire in the area i left and worked my way out of, they in their haste to move me as quickly as they could grabbed a limb and give the first exertion to pick me up and doing so, i didn't come with me and they pulled chunks of my flesh off because of the damage done and this, you know, when you lose the water out of your body, evaporates with the burns, the flesh comes off. and that is my first in sight into the pain thresholds ahead of me when they pulled the flesh off i began yelling to leave me alone and leave me there and i knew in my heart and mind, left me there to die and they comrades in arms didn't do that and he put his arms beneath my back and they shook hands with each other without grasping me and shake hands with my body weight resting on their arms carried me into the a-ring and down a hallway to where i