of the flight deck of space shuttle atlantis and only then and there will we understand the enorm mit ity enormity of n and we are the last ones to say houston. >> i don't think we will be able to grasp and understand how amazing this vehicle and system and the people that made this amazing journey possible until we are past it and we are looking back at it. then people will actually see and realize wow, this was special. and you are watching an extraordinary program and one that nasa will soon as you know put on hold. just before the launch this morning, commander ferguson added the shouldl shuttle is as going to be a reflex of what a great nation can do. let me catch you up because if you are watching you are probably wondering where is