>> shepard: kelly also talked about the initial reports that his wife had died. he now says he got that news while he was on a plane headed to tucson with his daughters and mother. >> i just got up and walked into the bathroom. i just couldn't deal with it you know, for 30 seconds or a minute. and then i came out and gave the kids a big hug and my mom. and, you know, lived with that for probably about 15 minutes. >> shepard: he had seen it on tv. kelly says that was the lowest point of this whole process. and since then he says things have gradually improved each day. we're also now hearing from somebody who watched the surveillance video of the shooting itself. a chief with the local pima county sheriff's department and he described part of it to fox news radio reporter. >> it clearly shows the suspect entering from the right side of the screen with what i would call great purpose and deliberation. and as he does so, he walks around a folding table, approaches the congresswoman. he raises the weapon from his