and so on. i have had a tough time in the last 20-years. i have had wonderful things happen. i have not come out as wealthy and on top as hillary clinton. >> why do you think you made more money from being such a central figure and scandal. >> you did penthouse? >> i did penthouse, yes. >> i think that it is different for women. i think there's a big double standard in how we are treated verses men. >> you believe you are being judged how? >> i deal with this every day of my life as long as the good lord allows me to be on this earth. >> are you embarrassed by it? >> i might have done things better if i had 2020 eye sig 20. people don't know me personally. >> what we know about you we