be, but there is a god and god will get your attention and put new a place to get your attention. >> he did. >> 24 hours later in the middle of a burglary, i committed a horrible murder and 24 hours after that arrested irving city police in a suburb of dallas and charged with the crime of first degree murder. >> why did you kill the lady, robbing her house? >> there was-- i was so, when you're on meth, when you have not slept, you become emotionally unstable. and you know, i waist raised in texas with texas values you never hit a woman and you know, there was a problem there. she had spilled some paint on some boots and i had hit her and the moment i hit her i was afraid that somebody was going to find out i hit a woman and escalated from there. >> the murder was not a simple-- it was savage. >> yes, sir. >> what exactly did you do? how did-- what happened that day that took this woman's life. >> you know, mike, i honestly