>> explain what defected from the soviet union means. >> give away your beloved moreland which was never the case with me because i knew almost from day one what was happening because my grandfather was killed. my father's life was ruined and so it was easy for me to make the decision. but for many people it was really because i defected in 1989 which was already -- they run out of bull lets as people would say so they couldn't kill anybody. but i was an exchange student in england in the 1970s and i would never defect from there because my father would be sent to siberia and my family would be thrown out of their apartment or out of jobs and everything. so that was a pretty tough society. and i see this. other pictures behind you, that was a hit list of kgb. if you read, you can put in there, if you are one of these individuals you can go to siberia and for us it was the