want to get from the left to the right side and you needed to be mentally very very strong because sometimes one of them will come and we'll say. how to go beyond all of us or did it burn here. he was reflecting. on your caller that's why i say mentally you have to be very strong you know but i was always protected by people like tony schumacher softening of. stefan engels was one of those stars at f.c. cologne he was respected by everyone and took young anthony under his wing. shorn. to the most. often. often zif the middle man going on. instinct in us come on in one more year win or middle.