we were reading the newspaper in hong kong and sar read headlines. only paying was calling for my execution. it was clear we had no choice we left the same day we were very sad. as you watch us or want to also afraid. we knew we'd be leaving a few days later to say this is as i remember standing at the window looking out at the mountains 5 i thought. those are the mountains of china. i had to cry. i didn't want to leave china my family my family all my loved ones my future i never wanted to leave china and i'd never dreamed i would have to leave it i wept for a very long time took a little down. on the day of departure