a mental breakdown. so clearly destroyed much of the. board money to some of the crops my first thought was the lone wolf i was shocked and lost all hope he couldn't think straight and i swallowed some pesticide to end my life. but taylor was rushed to hospital where he spent days recovery he's still weak and suffers from frequent dizziness and nausea. he's not sure when he can work again. at the beginning of the year patel took a bank loan over two thousand five hundred euros to buy seeds and fertilizers rent a tractor and hire a farm hand. he also borrowed from money lenders to cover his family's expenses. the debt burden kept growing patel's hopes of a bailout evaporated as the local government suspended