pressure from time to time to make also observations under that pressure we have nothing to do with the reality this is human. that is you it's you that's me you know expressing who you are you know at that time felt you were carrying a lot of anger don't you think there are perhaps moment even in your life that you say if i should continue to interview politicians in conflict so i don't know their sense of nigh thing in life to do why should i continue such moments are in your life for sure also from time to time and polygynous able i wasn't trying to you haven't been chancellor in the world and you were that's the difference letitia's are human beings as all the others and that's what the there are those of the some understand the question what has it to do to becoming chancellor that in the very specific moment there is a kind of weakness exhausted in the middle of them i completely tired and then you say such a word and then