because of army led violence following a military crackdown but with agreement from me and mom today bangladesh begins the enormous task of trying to repack treat them it's a move that's proving deeply unpopular for. the entire community leader told me that my number has been listed and i have to return to myanmar my son and daughter were killed there i cannot pray there no one talks about our rights there we were sent away after being labeled bengali we will not go back there i don't know this family have fled the bangladeshi can't they called their home and are in hiding so fearful are they of returning to me and mom but more with the not they have tortured us so much there are no words to explain it we went through so much pain and if we go back again to face the same why should we go it's better to die here by taking poison. there will have to stay in camps were already in camps here i