that my son grows beautifully and that's one pipe and as a musician i just love to grow and if i'm not. growing then it's like man that i really can't but the sad part of it but he's making here i thought it was a cult figure out so i think it was agreed this is one of the harder questions answer for me because i am a person of the present i don't really think about the past with the future so much i mean i plan of course i care for ideas of what i'd like to do but most so much as far as dreaming of or goals where i'd like to play in the repertory i have a plan book for the next two years and that's about as far as i need to think it would be like to be a father yes one day hopefully later because i remember when when i was i was here each i might have my teacher kind of kids that are really weisman told me what do you want to do to meet why do you want to be in your life write it in a piece of paper and i wrote the best conductor in the world. and i thought he