was angry that jordan and his friends were playing loud music. jordan's father called to tell her the gut-wrenching news. >> jordan has been shot. and just this primal wail came out of me. and i was like, where is jordan? and you know i just started screaming. and jordan's father said he told me that jordan is dead and i just -- i was just screaming because i felt like in that moment that everything i had done to protect him, it wasn't good enough. it didn't matter because he was a young black male and it was simply because of the color of his skin. >> reporter: she redirected her pain into purpose. became active in the gun control