children. my husband, her fiance, we'll be together and fine. but there are people that really lost their lives and family members they'll never get back and that is heavy on our hearts as well as what if. ten seconds in one direction or the other and the story could have been different for us as well. so just honestly just truly blessed to be alive. but, no, i can't say that i'm okay. >> understandable. chelsea, how are you? >> um, i have to agree for the most part. i constantly have the what-ifs in the back of my head. i try not to. but they are. and like she said, ten seconds one way or the other, i have so many what-ifs. that night we got in line with a friend that i haven't seen since elementary school and had she not been there we would have been if the back at the line -- at the end of the line and closer to the shooter and i cannot imagine between the two of us, we have six beautiful kids and i just -- i don't have