things are formed but sexuality, it is all patterns we're playing over and over and in your cases particularly true. >> and not only that i knew as a father if i am playing the same patterns over, then i'm not doing a service to my children, i'm doing great disservice if i'm not fully in the moment and not understanding what the is i'm trueing to present as a father. >> the fact you didn't even realize you had gone into radio, at least in part because your dad was in radio. >> no. i was angry when people said that. of course i did. my father was a radio engineer that eventually got into being a recording engineer. with ninety-fo with four other people. my father the reverend, he would