what do you believe? >> gob smacked. i have never known him to misrepresent himself. or to be a liar. whether this story first came out, i believed him. you want to believe people that you know and that you care about. jeffrey is right, we all have to sit back and really think about jumping to conclusions. although, i still want to believe the people that i care about going forward in the future, i do think this is a tale. this story still continues to make my head spin. time after time, day after day, minute by minute. we're still getting information in as we speak. it's really, really -- the words i'm looking for aren't coming to me right now. i think what i'm so hurt and disappointed about is as a black woman, i have experienced