jumping over counters. cocking shotguns at the back of our heads. you mother [ bleep ] better put your heads in the dirt or we're going to blow your mother [ bleep ] heads off. there was a young woman there that was pregnant that they beat her up, and she lost her baby. and i remember putting my hand over my mouth so i wouldn't subconsciously or otherwise wouldn't allow any sound to come out. and then it was over. i remember going to the kitchen and getting towels to try to pack mrs. opsahl's wounds. we put the towels on her body. god. it just went through her. and so we knew there was nothing that could be done.