you know that all too well. >> yes, i do, for sure. i know being in the adult business for as long as i have and being a dancer, i've been called plenty of names. but i think that when you know you're telling the truth, the worst thing you can be called is a liar. >> yeah. >> and to have somebody so powerful say that, then of course all the followers jump on and accuse you as well. >> and saying it's a -- you know, that things are a hoax when they're actually real. i did that in the open of my show. the reason i ask you that is because you bravely -- you can talk about as much of this as you want to talk about. you don't have to talk about it at all because i understand how it is. you bravely wrote about a sexual assault in your book. you say, i was 9. i was a child, and then i wasn't. and you write that you told an adult, and the adult didn't believe you. you know what it's like when the president attacks -- someone like the president attacks victims. >> right. it sucks when anyone accuses you of not telling the truth or