>> two black teas. >> let's go with the yunnan, please. >> with that, a simple totally normal interaction becomes a milestone. so, how does it feel to be out? >> my heart is still pounding. >> i actually expected more people to be giving you the stare down. i didn't really see anybody. >> i know. it's been a non-thing. my worst fears are way worse. >> you have been anticipating so much. >> yeah, it's so nice. the bulk of my life, anticipating what happens when i get found out, and it's a hard thing to put aside and look past. so i have to do this kind of exposure. every time i do this, a get a little stronger. >> steve takes his journey day by day, while the next