diagnosis michael sr. died. >> at that point you feel like you can't breathe but you still try your best to take care of everyone and keep your little kids growing. >> seeing mikey immediately took me back to colorado and made me think of john, my brother. he was diagnosed with brain cancer whenny hoo w he was justs old, the same kind of cancer as mikey. >> the doctor said they didn't have a cure for brain cancer at that time. so i was taken back by that and i was like it looks kind of bleak for me. >> i remember feeling as a sibling very helpless. >> what hrp you thinking about in this picture? >> i was just happy you were here. >> i wanted to be able to do something for him as he was struggling and suffering yet