evacuate. we didn't know if it was directly related to the ballistic missile report, some incident like a fire in the hot hotel? some people left, some stayed. i stayed in the hotel. i figured, well, if a nuclear missile is coming the safest place is probably indoors rather than outside. likely everything will be destroyed, so what's the difference? we were starting then to get unofficial reports that it could be a false alarm. we were starting to think this may not be imminent danger. but we had no official word. >> how did you get word that -- all right, just kidding, you know, there isn't a ballistic missile coming. go back to your hawaii vacationing. how did you feel? how did your wife feel? i read that you said people were joking around you. >> right. yes. it was a swirl of emotion. so you are trying to think