>> i had a dress suit on at the time. i was stunned that i was 22 years old and i was in experienced and i respected him and he was my member. he was doing a lot of good work in congress and i complied. i didn't know what else to do. i was confused after the incident. i went to sit down at my desk and just kind of regrouped when shortly after, i received a phone call from our washington office saying, well, rebecca, congratulations, i don't know what you did but gary called and said that you needed to have a bonus immediately. i was so furious at the time because i knew what i did. i twirled. >> i twirled. >> i needed the money at the time and it was my first job working for congress and these jobs don't pay very well. i grappled at the time of do i