to be in those situations to know what to do and what not to do. going off of instinct. >> you can't plan for something like that. everything was stacked against you because a murderer decided to make it that way. all you could do is figure out your way out of that. thank got you were successful with your friend. your family knows you are already? you got in touch with them. >> i reached out to everyone. my heart and prayers and love go out to the victims that were there and their families. it's so devastating and so traumatic. the words don't even describe. i have been trying to tell people and i can't really describe. the only analogy i have is saving private ryan. the guy is on the machine gun and they are coming up the beach and he is mowing down everybody.