>> i take absolute personal responsibility. i was the candidate. >> she has had ten months now to reflect on her defeat and her next steps. >> things didn't exactly go the way i planned but you know what is this i'm doing okay. long walks in the woods, organizing my closets, right? i won't lie. shard on a helped a little too. >> this book is an airing out of a lot of things, but you come across as less guarded. is that hard for you? does it feel good to do it? >> it really does, anderson. i write in the book about how, you know, for so much of my time in public life i felt like i was on this high wire with no net. i was trying to balance so many different competing concerns. and i wanted to write a book that would be as candid, take people behind the scenes as i