>> forty years? >> forty years i thought i'd wait. >> so you were having an affair with harrison ford. >> i was? >> well you say it. >> yes i did. >> how did that stay a secret for forty years. >> i was good at that wasn't i. >> reporter: born in beverly hills. >> i was primarily brought up my by mother, but i saw mathiew father. >> in all manner of self medication, including taking pills to control her emotions. >> any mood stabilizer is a weight gainer. so you feel better but you are fat. so what you gain is a loss. it is not a good situation. >> she spoke about being bipolar. and married in the eighties. years later giving birth to a