to be. and i made the decision that if i was going to eat meat again, that i had to be prepared to do the whole business. >> anthony: right, you've got to be accountable. >> a.a.: for all of it. for all of it. so i started getting fish with the guts in and cutting them and then, and then you go --and then, in the end, you, someone says, "well come on, you know you want to eat it, come and kill it." and you go, "well then, i have to do that as well." and when i started doing it, it was like coming home. and that's the thing with being on the hill. ♪ >> anthony: until the nineteenth century, the scottish highlands were seen by many as a mysterious, hostile, and dangerous land, populated, when populated at all, by scary ass barbarians, descendants of the