it was you got a background and that's just the bottom line. >> right now in the chicago suburbs but also in this country, if you go to a police department, in some cases the police may approach you and say if you give up your heroin, instead of arresting you, they'll give you an opportunity to get treatment. when you hear that, how does it make you feel? >> i don't think that's ever going to happen, not in our community. if i take any drugs, i'm going to jail. in our neighborhoods, we don't have those programs. we don't have the officers that are going to be the good samaritans that say, let me save you, let me help you. it's not happening that way. >> i wasn't offered the same. i wasn't born on the right side of the tracks, so i wasn't offered the same. it's like a total betrayal. what about me? i feel like it's some bullshit, that's how i feel. >> do you think that if that opportunity were offered to you, years and years ago, to go into treatment right away your lives would be different and you would