because i know and understand he uses bullying tactics against everyone. and i have a degree in psychology and i understand that underneath the bullying tactics and usually a lot of emptiness and a strong need to feed the ego. so i wasn't scared of him, but there was a lot of unknown with me, with the court proceedings. i'd never been sued before. i didn't know what to think as far as what my rights were, what the next step would be. and i was very surprised, honestly, that there was so much reactivity involved with the lawsuit and the way he handled it. >> about a year ago, a reporter said it would be his privilege to destroy the reporter's life like he did that idiot from pennsylvania and miss usa, referring to you. how did he do that, exactly? >> oh, he didn't destroy my life. i think that was one of his goals, once he realized i wasn't going to give into it. some of and the threats he made through his attorney to me were that if i didn't recant what i