i'm interested in this, because the spokesman of the government keeps saying, well, anybody can come and look around and they're free to see whatever they want to see. is that the case for you? >> reporter: i think, you know, as i said last week, i can move a bit. the scene nic is describing happened on a smaller scale. i'm not sure it's so much real love for gadhafi as he would say, but if i'm going to be on camera, i better show i really care about him because they might come and think i'm not fervent enough of my support of him. if you tried to go somewhere they don't want you to go, it's made clear i had some colleagues try to go to the home of the man who was convicted in the lockerbie -- the downing of the lockerbie jet and has been released back here with cancer,