>> yeah, it is, and there's fearful moments in there. please don't get me wrong. i didn't go through this life saying i will do that and then i'll do that. i wish it was that simple. a lot of stuff i had to make a choice to do do has been difficult choices and fear involved. the number one cause of failure in this country is the fear of failure. fear freezes you. i've just learned over the years to take a deep breath, man, and go. take god with you and go. that's the deal. so that's how i've lived my life. when it's time to change, i don't get stuck on chuck as my father used to say. don't get stuck on chuck. don't sit there and ride this until the end. it's going to end. if i just said, hey, all i'm doing is stand-up, that would not be good. standup -- if i don't go do tv, i'm not as famous unless people come to see me.