steep _ breath. i haven't had a real night sleep because of the nightmares i constantly have hearing my brother be u constantly have hearing my brother peg and _ constantly have hearing my brother beg and plead for his life over and over again — beg and plead for his life over and overagain. even beg and plead for his life over and over again. even saying they're going _ over again. even saying they're going to — over again. even saying they're going to kill me, please, officer, screaming — going to kill me, please, officer, screaming for our mum, i have had to sit through— screaming for our mum, i have had to sit through each day officer derek chauvih's— sit through each day officer derek chauvin's trial watch the video of george _ chauvin's trial watch the video of george dying for all of us over and over again — george dying for all of us over and overagain. foran entire george dying for all of us over and over again. for an entire year, george dying for all of us over and overagain. foran entire year, i had _ overagain. foran entire year, i had to— overagain. foran entire year, i had to relive _ overagain. foran entire year, i had to relive george being tortured to death, _ had to relive george being tortured to death, every hour of the day, only— to death, every hour of the day, only taking _ to death, every hour of the day, only taking naps and not knowing what _ only taking naps and not knowing what a _ only taking naps and not knowing what a good night sleep is any more. i what a good night sleep is any more. i have _ what a good night sleep is any more. i have ireen— what a good night sleep is any more. i have been lifting my voice tirelessly every day so they george's death would not be in vain. honourable — george's death would not be in vain. honourable judge peter cahill, i think— honourable judge peter cahill, i think you — honourable judge peter cahill, i think you for allowing me to share this todav — think you for allowing me to share this today. george's life mattered, so my— this today. george's life mattered, so my family and i, most of our come