in basildon and billericay in essex, which, as luck would have it for mr holden, is one of the safest conservative seats around. so yeah, so that's that. and then we fast forward 2a hours to today as we record on thursday and zoom to the other end of the uk to aberdeenshire and another high profile conservative, douglas ross, who i think i'm right in saying was the first conservative, maybe even the first mp in the last parliament to say he would stand down at the election who are suddenly decided with hours to spare that no he won't, and that it actually stand in an aberdeenshire seat, which is was on the last minute lookout for a conservative candidate, because david jukes, who is a former minister and has been in a spinal injuries unit for quite a while, serious injury was not standing even though he wanted to, because he said the party he is his health was you know, was a was an issue. he did want to stand there, though. so it's one of those examples where you can see real often anger,