Qureshi talks to aljazeera. For the ok and join the stream sunday marks the 1st anniversary of the worst mass shooting in new zealands history tax on 2 mosques in the city of question today as new threats surface we ask is enough being done to prevent such tragedies happening again with member you can share your thoughts by tweeting us at a. J. Stream or comment in our live chat add you to in the story. I think when it comes to things is sudden and as tragic and it is heartbreaking and its shocking is much last year time is immeasurable so. When someone asks me how does it feel a year later i often have to remind myself that it is a year later. Oh marsha 152019 a gunman opened fire inside the. Inquires Church New Zealand lifestream in his assault on facebook as he murdered worshippers one by one he went on to target muslims at the lynwood Islamic Center thats just 10 minutes away in the end 51 people lay dead another 50 wounded and thousands of lives changed forever a year on the scarred Community Awaits the conclusions of a government inquiry thats true in april and many victims still struggle with trauma joining us from new zealand to talk about this in christchurch tomorrow. He is one of the survivors of the mosque shootings also in Christ Church we have tony green hes a spokesperson for the Muslim Association of can spray and in hamilton and man shes the Spokes Person for the Islamic Womens Council of new zealand welcome everybody its really good to have you here before we even started our you tube conversation received can jump on to you tube and says who can forget that day and see that column right here it is highlighted in orange tomorrow i know that you still think about that day a year later and you have flashbacks what is it that comes back to you over and over again. Of course is. Every time youre talking about. The 15th of march is the flashbacks off the. Gunmens shooting in to do over us and in remember the smokes coming out from the. Mission guns so. That stare all wasted images today i see the people is it on me today who most days life and injured people so. Thats the flashbacks isnt always that we are seeing. That tragedy and its not easy to forget and we can never forget thats and. Every time on this. When i talk about that. The shield. Struggling to do talking sometimes about thats what. You prefer to the told war. 2 objects to. Tell about their or stories. Or experience. In this time stories no theyre not there is a way to handle it for us. Quite a lot throughout history thank you really appreciate you today being on the stream tony. Im going to bring you in tony because the most of christ put together this is how we are one year later i want to show our audience what you can see here this is one year on the messages from the mosque in their own words so theres no media here theres nobody breaking down what it was like for you you were telling your own stories this is you tony i recommend everybody go and listens to what you have to say as the spokesperson for these Christ Church mosque but here i want to stop off mocking im ok how is marking one here later lets have a look lets have a listen for me personally when the shooting happened. It was my 1st year out of high school. And it was getting back on track in getting. Trying to balance the all the struggles they were already bare with being a 1st really student on top of having to hold this burden of trauma. Having to balance that and so i feel like a year doesnt really. You know. It doesnt really mean much because its been in the day since for me. 10 of the contests fill the panel as local speaking how do you represent so many people how do you split for them how are you going to do that like i can now theres a simple as it is in one sense i cant. With the referred to the cover a couple things there monkey speaking what we did there was that we had a one day just as a very very 1st sort of Media Training session and we captured people talking. And then the suggestion was well why dont we grab some of these people talking not mediated through media but actually speaking in their own speak in your own voice in your own words. And we feel that this is very very important i think all communities need to do this if you take monkey and when were asked how the community is. Take monkey her father was shot in the back she was in the mosque with her mother so she was there and she went through the whole thing. Shes young girl shes not a killer bright intelligent young go. But shes transition transitioning into university and shes got to deal with all of that and when you again if you ask about community mel in his case i have to preface this and i say very clearly i was not he i was not in sync in using it at the time now as a way of singapore so to speak i dont claim to be to speak for the community its a strange situation. But to males to most just to males case i mean to me pictures of his wounds down his left arm. He was right there in front of the mosque we know where people would pray at the mosque and thats why you can we can recognise something of what they went through and something of the missing people but you know here he has a restaurant you cant quite go back to that because you know you need you need both arms to cook you know this and then also just one more thing on that a lot of people like to mother carrying around fragments of bullets inside them and theyre getting regular tests or they had levels in the blood these things just that the ripples go on for a long time to now hows your arm during your got multiple settles ahead of. Yes. I had alluded to floor surgery and 3 bullets on my left and quiet. 3 different places the broken and i have a. Whole platoon in all my left. And also wont cross to the. Last surgery and last time when ive been in hospitals they did extra and becoming. Is coming up theyre getting air up in a ball insists joint. And get stronger saw as tony said is yes. Fragments on my left and then i have to go to learn they did to test for newt poisoning and i have a quite a big muscles and nerve damage on my left saw a cut use my left arm properly but i do listen physiotherapy and had to hold my hands and my shoulders to. Get stronger and straight enough to before a big surgery may come on and off september all on the lumber the doctors are planning to do this if so should it for my left hand wrist so i can play my hands and i can use my hands as you can see now we have to do a wrist old time to the because in my hands losing lactase and i can hardly move and opening as you can see yeah thats it is you know as tony said i need my boots hands to using for. Cooking and the kitchen. Only my hands and a half. Year every day every day years reminding me. More marks. When i brushed or to see. That it is average i have to tell had 9 bullets go into him and he extraordinarily walked out of the mosque at the end of that because you had some metal in your teeth the police didnt go through the back of your head probably saving your life to the dentist and probably saved your life there was more about 10 minutes story and we will post it because you need to spend time with the story and hes spoken to many people about that let me bring into the conversation and jam i am looking at the Royal Commission of inquiry into the attack on Christ Church moss and im looking at this its not out yet but theres already some. Criticism about how this inquiry is being made what is the issue with it because its not even out yet. I think one of the feast. Of worry for us was the terms of reference who sit by the government without the ability to do so much on those references other all commissions of inquiry did the submission period with the terms of reference but this one didnt the 2nd factor is there isnt a Public Inquiry so the hearings are behind closed doors which means a lack of transparency we have. Issues around there will be a court trial in june and maybe medicine nation or security. But we still believe they could have sought security clearance from some members of the Muslim Community so that we could be present. For questioning some of the state agencies so that was a concern for us we do have faith and the commissioners i believe that they will job the theory of consent for us is with or not the report gets published and well and that is a decision for paper not and the truth is not to release the report oh well in these very little it the public can do about that in my concern as it leaves the public not just the Muslim Community but the people New Zealanders events is to some. Very important questions and you will find out soon enough you only have to wait another couple of days and youll find out how deep the inquiry went and how many members of the community were actually used in that inquiry and experiences let me share this with you and this comes from the top on twitter he said to us a hot summer mines are with those whose lives were lost because of the terrorist attack of year ago the question and i praise new zealand as and the Prime Minister that empathy. Leadership and also banning the use a semi automatic weapons and assault rifles and this is something that you have been campaigning for for quite some time it was almost instantaneous that reaction so if i saw a semi assault rifles what is it like a year later in new zealand so i just heard the 2nd round of Gun Legislation has stalled which is very concerning and we hoped bit stronger measures would be put in place after the initial history so we still hoping an order and carriage government and who are in place to vote for their legislation we certainly were passionate and by the government response after the attack in the Community Response was made thing was part of the healing process where our community to everyone stand alongside us. So visibly after the attacks but when youre on with joe made somewhere around hate speech laws we understand that the police with you know the recording of hate crime is really important would we appreciate the work that is being done by the christchurch call but i believe we made stronger regular. Media social media platforms and companies and theyre. Going i just want to tell you this is from what were waiting and she says the man who tried to stop the Christ Church mosque amen said that his youngest son who was 5 still refused to go back to the mosque after he saw the bomb mention taking out his father how do you go that mosque tiny whats inside. It takes time and it takes time i mean it has a set i was not there on the day people like to mail and there are plenty of them were rights like being sent of a comeback but it did this healing thing you cant the the stark of hearts and you dont know how the arts are affected by those those things of the you know. People whove taken the Young Children to the mosque in the then in that you go there with an intention every action has lamas just when tension you may get tension to go for prayer thats when you do not youre not messing around with anybody else at all and then that then when that happens for us in a bus for jews in a synagogue for christians in a church and a temple whatever it is when that is shattered then you can expect that to heal straight away because it did it shatters. It shatters a century what about security now all hands at a rally dont ask can you talk about that. In a limited sense we have taken considerable measures to reduce look the physical structure of the mass the ability to get in and out security cameras we work very closely with the new zealand police. There is a significant change obviously the police dont speak about operational matters and nor do we its kind of like asking somebody to give you the Security Code for your house a lot more and if that is that right. We take it seriously but also we realise that it is very easy in the world as it is with people who make threats or you can make a threat against an airline and have no capacity to carry it out but the threatened Person Organization has to take it seriously. Im going to bring this back into the conversation because rizwan who is on you tube right now wanted to know about the mental support for people who survived the mall shooting and it sometimes thats a very hard thing to even discuss or talk about but how are you doing in terms of the way that you process the world is normal life possible or get. Of course is it is not going to be possible the same as before the 15th of march. Because. It was a social persons and made it active and then there and not to do a loss of support. Or go to the swim or. The socializing going to their rest their arms in their have fun with my friends or saying to us but indys days of course is. A little bit. Was a hard thing for me especially for me to go to do. To be joining to do the. Same as before to do the. Training groups or to be go on out often. And have fun with them and mentally i have a. Notification of support to see every week my psychologist and then now i do. Programs. With by cycling just to get myself to be able to like it back to their normal life again. But it is their long. Term process things at the moment because of. What i was witnessed in the mosque that day. Its really. Difficult for me to forget that and in what way it myself that the normal life. At the moment you know. Mentally i cant even mind much awaited myself to go out to back to my own shops to be run my business and work in the kitchen because physically and mentally its. Been a struggle to be. Carry on my normal life and in most of the time. Try to spin. More time so its hard you know show. It is not. Going to be long. Term i hope my machine a picture of you and this is a picture of you with your Prime Minister just send a son and he came to visit us you were in recovery it makes me wonder about the leadership the new zealand is getting on this issue and im going to bring and jump back into the conversation for this something called Christ Church. Which really addresses the hate in the society that allowed this perhaps to happen islamophobia to happen for anybody to feel that they could go in where people are washing and then shoot them down and kill them so tell me about how you are addressing how new zealand is actually addressing this issue of islamophobia. So in terms of the christchurch quote on the advice or any. Trip to new york to speak to the latest dialogue in the int and. You know spain a great achievement to get to companies and government around the table to talk about the issues as well as citee organizations one of the problems is that the whole itself is very limited to the extreme in its focused on things like the lifestream. And depictions of violence and isnt really dealing with low levels of hate elite and Violent Attacks and i think its quite difficult to get agreement on certain ashes for example what is a basic definition of terrorism that a Global Community can agree on i think we havent got the it. And certainly issues with the fact that all of the Bank Companies have come on board such as to go amazon facebook and twitter the small of platforms you for chains you telegrams and not signed up to the core and we still nate would to be done by governments to ensure that these into court rick rick election of what goes on and those spaces because uneasy just last week we saw 3 that was posted to a telegram channel it was usually up seizing and we understand a few of the letters were too scared to leave the harnes. Pussy from days after saying they. That great country so yes very good and i should have and its good to have so many countries coming on board its going to have those conversations present. Here need to be match more what it down and the space and we just can bring em like i just said can i just start going just out to comment on the 10 year olds gather left here. Just a couple things in the same meeting with angie and what we we had facebook people talking about what they were doing. One of the things they did not get their exact words but they had a definition of terrorism and they talked about Something Like that i said not the exact words but Something Like a Nongovernment Organization acting in gauging a premeditated acts of violence against places of people in order to effect change and i said will what if you remove that adjective nongovernment see you say an organization that acts of premeditated acts of premeditated acts of violence and sorry to say this but i mean any government there you know the of the attack on iraq for example to use shock and awe this brings terror and its a premeditated act of violence against a one particular person. In this case Saddam Hussein to achieve a specific end now when you bring terror into a place we have i just feel that we are not sufficiently addressing where the whole business of hate comes from. The whole are going to be guarded here because we do have a trial coming up later on and therefore i dont want to speak in things that could be evidential in terms of doing opinion but we dont we we right now weve got coronavirus that people are going to Great Lengths to look at. The vectors of vectors of transmission of this to shut down. Trees italy and so on we dont apply the same rigor to looking at which a result comes from and we reach comes from the solution may not you may respond to that tourney and im just going to ask you to do in a sentence because im right at the end of the proud and make that sort in a sentence im sorry to rush but i had yeah i just want to agree with that because even some of the countries have signed up to the christchurch call the politicians of those countries have been using speech that really targets imagine ours is mine are shes a main character a sorry i didnt but that has to be taken seriously and i am just going to say thank you very much for just sharing what it is like one year after the question attacks and tell me tamil really appreciate the fact that you are saying that so incredibly painful and personal i cant think of a better way than share with him a website which shows the names of the people who a year ago went to moscow and had no idea that they wouldnt be coming back thank you so much for being part of the show today. 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