Im femi oke a enjoying the stream sunday marks the 1st anniversary of the worst mass shooting in new zealands history the attacks on the city of christchurch today as new threats is enough being done to prevent such tragedies happening again with the you can share your thoughts by tweeting us at a. J. Strain all comment in a live chat and you too could be in the story. I think when it comes to. Am is sudden and is tragic and is. Heartbreaking and its shocking is much last year time is immeasurable so. When someone asks me how does it feel a year later i often have to remind myself that it is a year later or march to 152019 a gunman opened fire inside the. Inquires Church New Zealand lifestream in his assault on facebook as he murdered worshippers one by one he went on to target muslims at the lynwood Islamic Center thats just 10 minutes away in the end 51 people lay dead another 50 wounded and thousands of lives changed forever a year on the scarred Community Awaits the conclusions of a government inquiry thats due in april and many victims still struggle with trauma joining us from new zealand to talk about this in christchurch tomorrow or after 2 g. He is one of the survivors of the mosque. Also in christchurch we have tony green hes a spokesperson for the Muslim Association of cancer boy and in hamilton and john mann shes the spokesperson for the Islamic Womens Council of new zealand welcome everybody its really good to have you here before we even started our you tube conversation rashid car jumped onto you tube and says who can forget that day and see that comment right here it is highlighted in orange tomorrow i know that you still think about that day a year later and you have flashbacks what is it that comes back to you over and over again. Of course is. Every time you talking about. The 15th of march is the flashbacks off the. Gunmens shooting in to do over us and in remember the smokes coming out from the. Mission guns so. Thats the old wasted images today i see the people is it on me today who last days life and injured people so. Thats the flashbacks is always that we are seeing. That tragedy and its not easy to forget and we can never forget thats and. Every time on this. When i talk about that. The shield. Struggling to do talking sometimes about thats what. You prefer to the told war. 2 objects to. Tell about the or stories. Or experience. In this town right choice another not the easy way to handle it for us. Quite a lot throughout history thank you tom our i really appreciate you today being on the stream tony. Im going to bring you in tony because the most of Christ Church put together this is how we are one year later i want to show our audience what you can see here so this is one year on the messages from the mosque in their own words so theres no media here theres nobody breaking down what it was like for you you were telling your own stories this is you tony i recommend everybody go and listens to what you have to say as the spokesperson for these Christ Church moss but here i want to stop off mocking im ok how is mocking one here later lets have a look lets have a lesson for me personally when the shooting happened. It was my 1st year out of high school. And it was getting back on track in getting. Trying to balance the all the struggles they were already bare with being a 1st really student on top of having to hold this burden of trauma. Having to balance that and so i feel like a year doesnt really you know. It doesnt really mean much because its been read a sentence for me. Tell him he can just fill the panel as local spec and then how do you represent so many people how do you split for them how you can do that like i cant well theres a simple as it is in one sense why cant. We the referred to cover a couple things there monkey speaking what we did there was that we had a one day just as a very very 1st sort of Media Training session and we capture people talking. And then the suggestion was well why dont we grab some of these people talking not mediated through media but actually speaking on their own to speak in your own voice in your own words. And we feel that this is very very important i think all communities need to do this if you take monkey and when were asked how the community is. Take monkey her father was shot in the back she was in the mosque with her mother so she was there and she went through the whole thing. Shes a young girl shes not a kid a bright intelligent young go. But shes transition transitioning into university and shes got to deal with all of that and when you again if you ask about community mel in his case i have to preface this and i say very clearly i was not here i was not in sync in the news it was at the time that i was away singapore so to speak i dont claim to be to speak for the community its a strange situation. But to most to most just not to most case i mean to me pictures of his wounds down his left arm. He was right there in front of the mosque we kind of know where people would pray at the mosque and thats why you can we can recognise something of what they went through and something of the missing people but you know here he has a restaurant you cant quite go back to that because you know you need you need both arms to cook you know this and then also just one more thing on that a lot of people like to mother carrying around fragments of bullets inside them and theyre getting regular tests or they had levels in the blood these things just that the ripples go on for a long time to know how your arm till they got multiple settles ahead of. Yes. I had alluded to 4 surgery and 3 bullets on left and quiet. 3 different places the broken and i have it. All platoon in all my left angst and also bone cross to the. Last surgery and last time when ive been in hospitals they did x. Ray and its becoming. Is coming up theyre getting. You know ball insists joint. And get stronger saw as tony said is yes. Fragments on my left and then i have to go regularly to test for newt poisoning and i have a quite a big muscles and nerve damage on my left saw a cut use my left arm properly but i do listen physiotherapy and had to put my hands and my shoulders to. Get stronger and fit enough to be for a big surgery may come on and off september all the lumber the doctors are planning to do this if so should for my left hand wrists so i can play my hands and i can use my hands as you can see now we have to do a wrist old time today because of my hands losing lactase and i can hardly move and opening as you can see yeah thats it is you know as tony said i need my boots hands to using for. Cooking in the kitchen. Elim i havent left. Year every day every day years reminding me to. Look in more months. When i brushed work to see. That it is average i have to tell had 9 bullets go into him and he extraordinarily walked out of the mosque at the end of that because you had some metal in your teeth the pull it didnt go through the back of your head probably saving your life to the dentist and probably saved your life there was more about tammy a story and we will post it because you need to spend time with the story and hes spoken to many people about that let me bring into the conversation and jam i am looking at the Royal Commission of inquiry into the attack on Christ Church moss and im looking at this its not out yet but theres already some criticism about how this inquiry is being made what is the issue with it because its not even out yet. I think one of the feast. Of worry for us was the terms of reference who sit by the government without the ability to so much thought on those references other all commissions of inquiry did the submission period with the terms of reference but this one didnt the 2nd factor is there isnt a Public Inquiry so the hearings are behind closed doors which means a lack of transparency we have. Issues around there will be a court trial in june and maybe Medicine National security. But we still believe they could have sought security clearance from some members of the Muslim Community so that we could be present. For questioning some of the state agencies that was a concern for us we didnt have them the commissioners i believe that they will job the 3rd area of concern for us is with or not the report gets published and well and that is a decision for people not and their troops not to release the report all in these very little lick the public can do about that and my concern as it leaves the public not just the Muslim Community but the people New Zealanders events is to some. Very important questions and you will find out soon enough you only have to wait another couple of ways and youll find out how deep the inquiry went and how many members of the community were actually used in the inquiry and that experiences let me share this with you and this comes from the top on twitter and he said to us the hot sun mines are with those whose lives were lost because of the terrorist attack a question and i praise new zealand as i am the Prime Minister that empathy. Leadership and also banning the use a semi automatic weapons and assault rifles and this is something that you have been campaigning for for quite some time it was almost instantaneous that reaction so if we saw a semi assault rifles what is it like a year later in new zealand so i just heard the 2nd round of Gun Legislation has stalled which is very concerning and we hoped bit stronger measures would be put in place after the initial history so we still hoping and i would encourage the government and who are in place to vote for that legislation we certainly were passionate and by the government response after the attack in the Community Response was made thing was part of a healing process where our community to everyone stand alongside us. So visibly after the attacks but when youre on with joe made somewhere around hate speech laws we understand that the police with you know the recording of hate crime is really important would we appreciate the work that is being done by the christchurch call but i believe we made stronger regular. Media social media platforms and companies and that were. Going i just want to tell me this is from what were waiting and she says the man who tried to stop the Christ Church mosque amen said that his youngest son who was 5 still refused to go back to the mosque after he saw the gunmen shooting at his father how do you go back to mosque tiny. It takes time it takes time i mean you know as a set i was not there on the day people like to mel and there were plenty of them were right slap bang center they come back but it it this healing thing you cant to be stuck with hearts and you dont know how the arts are affected by those those things have been the you know. People whove taken the Young Children to the mosque and then that then in that you go there with an intention every action has lamas judgment tension you make the intention to go for prayer thats when you do not youre not messing around with anybody else at all and then that then when that happens for us in a bus for jews in a synagogue for christians in a church and a temple whatever it is when that is shattered then you can expect that to heal straight away because it did it shatters. It shatters a sanctuary what about security now all hands at a rally dont ask can you talk about that. In a limited sense we have taken considerable measures to read look the physical structure of the most the ability to get in and out security cameras we work very closely with the new zealand police. There is a significant change obviously the police dont speak about operational matters and nor do we its kind of like asking somebody to give you the Security Code for your house a lot more and if that is the right. We take it seriously but also we realise that it is very easy in the world as it is with people who make threats or you can make a threat against an airline and have no capacity to carry it out but the threatened Person Organization has to take it seriously. Im going to bring this back into the conversation because rizwan who is on you tube right now wanted to know about the mental support for people who survived the mall shooting and it sometimes thats a very hard thing to even discuss or talk about but how are you doing in terms of the way that you process the world is normal life possible or get. Of course is is not going to be possible same as before the 15th of march to check because. Of it a social customs in mid and then a lot to do lots of support and then walking or go to the swim or. The social lies ingoing to the restaurants in have fun with my friends expectorants but indeed days of course is. A little bit. Hard for me especially for me to go to do it or to the joining to do it. As same as before to do a. Friend groups or to be gone out of to. And have fun with them and mentally i have a. Professional support. Every week my psychologist and then i do india programs. With my psychologist to get myself to be able to a kid back to their normal life again. But it is the long. Term process things at the moment because of what was witnessed in the most. Is really. Difficult for me to forget that and in my south of the normal life. At the moment. Mentally i cant even mind motivated myself to go to back to the my own shops to be a head on my business and work in the kitchen because physically and mentally. Milissa juggle to be a. Carry on my normal life and then most of time. Try to spin. Mark time so its hard you know show. Time of year is its is not the. But its going to be long to back to normal life your time i hope my machine a picture of you and this is a picture of you with your Prime Minister just a son and he came to visit us you were in recovery it makes me wonder about the leadership the New Zealanders get a little on this issue and im going to bring and jump back into the conversation for this summit called Christ Church. Which really addresses the hate in the society that allowed this perhaps to happen islamophobia to happen for anybody to feel that they could go in where people are washing and then shoot them down and kill them so tell me about how you were addressing how losing limbs is actually addressing this issue of islamophobia. So in terms of the christchurch quote on the advice or any of a. Trip to new york to speak to the latest dialogue in the int and. You know spain a great achievement to get to companies and government around the table to talk about the issues as well. As he organizations one of the problems is that the whole itself is very limited to the extreme in its focused on things like the lifestream. And violence and isnt really dealing with low levels of hate the elite and Violent Attacks and i think its quite difficult to get agreement on certain ashes for example what is a basic definition of terrorism that a Global Community can agree on i think we havent got the yet. And certainly there are issues with the fact that all of the Bank Companies have come on board such as google amazon facebook and twitter the small of platforms your 4 chains you telegrams and not signed up to the co and we still nate will to be done by governments to ensure that these into court rick rick election of what goes on in those spaces was uneasy and just last week we saw 3 that was posted to a telegram channel that was usually up seizing and we understand a few of the letters were too scared to leave the harnes. Pussy from days after saying they. That great country so yes a very Good Initiative and its good to have so many countries coming on board its going to have those conversations present. Here needs to be much more what it down and the space and it does can bring in my largest so can i just start going just out to comment on the 10 year olds gather left here. Just a couple things that i was in the same meeting with dungeon where we we had facebook people talking about what they were doing. One of the things they did not get their exact words but they had a definition of terrorism and they talked about Something Like that i said not the exact words but Something Like a Nongovernment Organization acting in gauging a premeditated acts of violence against places of people in order to effect change and i said will what if you remove that adjective nongovernment see you say an organization that acts improvement attainted acts of premeditated acts of violence and sorry to say this but i mean any government there you know the of the attack on iraq for example to use shock and awe this brings terror and its a premeditated act of violence against a one particular person. In this case Saddam Hussein to achieve a specific end now when you bring terror into a place we have i just feel that we are not sufficiently addressing where the whole business of hate comes from. The whole im not going to be guarded here because we do have a trial coming up later on and therefore i dont want to speak in things that could be evidential in terms of doing opinion but we dont we we right now weve got coronavirus people are going to Great Lengths to look at. The vectors of vectors of transmission of this to shutdown hope. Trees italy and so on we dont apply the same rigor to looking at which a risen comes from. Comes from really be seriously not can i respond to that tourney and im just going to ask you to do in a sentence because im right at the end of the problem and thats what in a sentence im sorry to rush but i had yeah i just want to agree with that because even some of the countries have signed up to the christchurch call the politicians of those countries have been using speech that really targets imagine rises minorities im a country so. I think that that has to be taken seriously. I am just going to say thank you very much for just sharing what it is like one year off to the attacks. Tony temple really appreciate the fact that you are so incredibly painful and personal to you i cant think of a better way than share with you a website which shows the names of the people who a year ago went to moscow and had no idea that they wouldnt be coming back thank you so much for being part of the show today. With no then a. Business later. Business leaders just want to find a brush pile. 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