because that is should be the goal. it never be to fit some certain weird beauty standard that society deems is the beauty standard of this year, or it should never be about that. my, like, body type before, when i was a size 16 to 18, was, like, the body type of the 17th, 18th century. like, iwould have crushed in that era. but i got a lot of pushback from my own team, actually, here in hollywood, when i said, ok, i m gonna do this year of health. i m gonna ifeel like i m really going to physically transform and change my life, and they were like, why? why would you want to do that? because i was earning millions of dollars being, you know, the funny fat girl, like, and being that person, and i go, well, because even though i was still very confident being bigger and, you know, loved myself you know, would rock a red carpet and even though i was probably double the size, sometimes triple the weight of other actresses, but like, i still felt confident in that. but i kn
was, like, the body type of the 17th, 18th century. like, iwould have crushed in that era. but i got a lot of pushback from my own team, actually, here in hollywood, when i said, ok, i m gonna do this year of health. i m gonna ifeel like i m really going to physically transform and change my life, and they were like, why? why would you want to do that? because i was earning millions of dollars being, you know, the funny fat girl, like, and being that person, and i go, well, because even though i was still very confident being bigger and, you know, loved myself you know, would rock a red carpet and even though i was probably double the size, sometimes triple the weight of other actresses, but like, i still felt confident in that. but i knew deep down inside some of the emotional eating behaviours i was doing was not healthy. like, i did not need a tub of ice cream every night that was me, you know, numbing emotions by using food, which wasn t the healthiest thing.
other people out there, because that is should be the goal. it never be to fit some certain weird beauty standard that society deems is the beauty standard of this year, or it should never be about that. my, like, body type before, when i was a size 16 to 18, was, like, the body type of the 17th, 18th century. like, iwould have crushed in that era. but i got a lot of pushback from my own team, actually, here in hollywood, when i said, ok, i m gonna do this year of health. i m gonna ifeel like i m really going to physically transform and change my life, and they were like, why? why would you want to do that? because i was earning millions of dollars being, you know, the funny fat girl, like, and being that person, and i go, well, because even though i was still very confident being bigger and, you know, loved myself you know, would rock a red carpet and even though i was probably double the size, sometimes triple the weight of other actresses, but like, i still felt con
when i was a size 16 to 18, was, like, the body type of the 17th, 18th century. like, iwould have crushed in that era. but i got a lot of pushback from my own team, actually, here in hollywood, when i said, ok, i m gonna do this year of health. i m gonna ifeel like i m really going to physically transform and change my life, and they were like, why? why would you want to do that? because i was earning millions of dollars being, you know, the funny fat girl, like, and being that person, and i go, well, because even though i was still very confident being bigger and, you know, loved myself you know, would rock a red carpet and even though i was probably double the size, sometimes triple the weight of other actresses, but like, i still felt confident in that. but i knew deep down inside some of the emotional eating behaviours i was doing was not healthy. like, i did not need a tub of ice cream every night that was me, you know, numbing emotions by using food,
towards you, just purely because of your appearance, which is wrong like i do think it is wrong but it s you can t deny that that s how society does operate, so. it s kind of conflicting. it must leave you feeling a bit mixed about it because on the one hand, like, you shouldn t have to lose weight to be suddenly be treated nicely. weight to suddenly be treated nicely. no, no, and i m proud that the message has got across is that it wasn t aboutjust losing weight, it was just about me being healthier overall, and that s what that s what i m trying to encourage other people out there, because that is should be the goal. it never be to fit some certain weird beauty standard that society deems is the beauty standard of this year, or it should never be about that. my, like, body type before, when i was a size 16 to 18, was, like, the body type of the 17th, 18th century. like, iwould have crushed in that era. but i got a lot of pushback from my own team, actually, here in hollyw