i think i was like a robot, like a machine, just a winning mentality, a survivor. being abused in my childhood, living in the streetjust like, surviving, i hate people from the street when they call themselves a gangster. i m not a gangster, i m just a survivor. and, you know, born in this world with my colour is already a disadvantage. so all of that make me who i am. know resilience and you will never give up. in under a minute you ve just given me a little bit of a brief insight into your whole life. let s take it step by step. right now you are a guy who seems very much at peace with yourself. but you were not, you very clearly were not. even on the football pitch, you looked like a young man who was angry, who was frustrated. now you look back, is that true, was there a lot of anger fuelling you? yes, anger, fire,
because i think before that i think i was like a robot, like a machine, just a winning mentality, a survivor. being abused in my childhood, living in the streetjust like, surviving, i hate people from the street when they call themselves a gangster. i m not a gangster, i m just a survivor. and, you know, born in this world with my colour is already a disadvantage. so all of that make me who i am. know resilience and you will never give up. in under a minute you ve just given me a little bit of a brief insight into your whole life. let s take it step by step. right now you are a guy who seems very much at peace with yourself. but you were not, you very clearly were not. even on the football pitch, you looked like a young man who was angry, who was frustrated. now you look back, is that true, was there a lot of anger fuelling you? yes, anger, fire, the dark side. everything was about, you know, fighting, that s the way igrew up. i hate using that word but when i was going
maybe i m more open, more ready, i think emotionally, more open, getting rid of that toxic masculinity. i met the woman of my life to help me to open myself to the world. because i think before that i think i was like a robot, like a machine, just a winning mentality, a survivor. being abused in my childhood, living in the streetjust like, surviving, i hate people from the street when they call themselves a gangster. i m not a gangster, i m just a survivor. and, you know, born in this world with my colour is already a disadvantage. so all of that make me who i am. know resilience and you will never give up. in under a minute you ve just given me a little bit of a brief insight into your whole life. let s take it step by step.