Big like disdain, it will distance me from the very thing that i fear. as joel said in the bible, the thing after the most is on behind me. the spear mechanism creates a disdain for the very thing that they fear that they might become. and it s kind of ludicrous in one way, because the whole notion of trans is to unsettle rigid conceptions of masculinity, of femininity, of idealized expressions of biologically, genetically dormant identities. and, they they want none of the. that s why they want to ban bodies, books, and ways of existence if they can. and timothy, to come back to you, i look at the aspect of politics. if the right was just so politically we are done obsessed with masculinity, and they had those finishes, that s fine. if tucker carlson look, tucker whole carlson is not jason statham. if he is afraid, they are nothing like him.