charles camp had been trying to undermine her for years and she had been spied on before. the abhorrent ways in which bashir deceived her played right into her biggest fears. with the tapes diana had her private phone conversation recorded and then leaked to the press. very much she thought to damage her. we would have a joke on it. if there was a click on the line she d say what was that patrick? i d say don t worry ma am that was changing the tapes. she is now at a place that she feels she cannot trust anyone. martin bashir knew to get to her he had to get past me. he told her i was spying on her for the british security services thai was being paid to betray her. and she will have died thinking i betrayed her and that is more upsetting than i can possibly say.