weren t going to make it? no. i have to say honestly. because as soon as i would start to get an inkling that doubt or despair was going to come into my mind, and this is one of the most valuable lessons that i learned during my illness, that satan is the author of doubt and despair. he is the one that puts that on us. and we are under scripture ral auth authority. and sometimes i would holler out loud, get thee behind me satan and i command you and all your ar archangels to go to hell. she was such a strong mother and she really was a strong role