insides moved up to my chest. reporter: by now millions have seen the infamous push, but this is the first time you ll hear her side of it. jessica powell and creighton baird were part of an extreme rope swing video being put together by devin graham. but when it was jessica s turn to jump two, one, zero! i can t do it. reporter: even a countdown couldn t jump start her. two, one, zero! i don t want to do it. reporter: for 45 minutes, she tried and then kiss turned to shove. i m breaking up with you! i just got dumped. reporter: but before you say you jerk, consider what jessica told creighton 45 minutes earlier. you know i m really nervous about this. i don t know if i ll be able to jump. if i can t jump, you need to push me. reporter: when he did, his reputation took a dive as he told inside edition