All day todalikey, you know, and like and of coursere the darkness gets to, you know, i call my friends, i go,. master, the dark is like it gets it gets depressing. you know, i kindkind of lik of, i feel like killing myself, but it s so dark. can t even find a rope. so i should. i should have quit wante to go. and that s why i wrote o the review. but it s signed. jim j.k. tyrus, take itmy away. so last night, with all the bumps and bruises and marks on my headhe, i notice i m missing something. i lost £12 . i defended the nwa world heavyweight championship against my lifetime arch nemesis, easy three. and if i lost, i would retire and lost. and i m retired from wrestling 20 years. and it was also bittersweet.